hihi! im nero!! ^_^

bpd willosys host - NOT sys creator

agefluid, bodily 18

i use meow/meowself and he/him pronouns + masc terms

catgender, fictoromantic/sexual

shotacon and dark/comshipper

bpd, asd, adhd, ocd, gad, cptsd

special interest: five nights at freddys ; hyperfixation: stranger things

i have no dni. i will simply ignore you if i dont like you. follow your own dni and block me if you dont agree with/tolerate my stances below!

stances:

{ profic

proship

pro lolisho

prokink

pro paras

pro all good faith identities

pro contradictory labels

neu transid

neu endo/willo/tulpa

neu da/irl

anti radqueer

anti pro-c/anti-rec harmful paras (pedos, zoos, necros etc)

anti harmful transids (transrace, transabled, transage who dont disclose bodily age etc)

anti censorship

anti harassment }

specifically syscourse dni, and dni if you harass anyone over anything

minors iwc and under 16 preferably do not friend

also i know a lot of people have me blocked, so for those who dont, id like to know if i were sitting on someone, or if someone was sitting on me ^^"

i am diagnosed with bpd. this affects every aspect of my relationships with people. we recently had an extreme bpd episode and lost a lot of friends. were still recovering. im extremely paranoid at the moment and am struggling to continue connecting with people after that. interact with EXTREME caution and avoid confrontation as much as possible. im willing to talk to and be friendly with people but im terrified of getting too close to anyone for the time being.

also irl stuff is shit and system stuff is a LOT right now, so we wont be NEARLY as active on pony town and online in general as we used to be. (used to have sup t4 and sit afk 24/7 :'3 i miss my supporter)

also also! i unfortunately may have to clarify this, but if there are any genuine pedophile allegations against anyone in our system, they are NOT true?? NONE of us are pedophiles. i apologize sincerely on the behalf of any of our system members who may have hurt anyone. the past few months have been a very complicated time for us and we may have acted very much in the wrong. but that does not excuse any problematic behavior from us. thank you for reading and PLEASE dont spread rumors just because we are proship!

tldr: please read the carrd on bpd and educate yourself before interacting/trying to get close. we are mentally ill and quite unstable when it comes to relationships with people.

11/23/25

doing bad again. relapsing and extremely paranoid. friends iwec and forgive me if im distant. irl stuff is super bad atm :< ,, upset and stressed alot, minor bpd and depressive episodes. iwec

1/15/26

im mostly writing this for friends/people who know us. as of right now, the only ones of us who are really active on pony town are myself, charlie (🎁, 🎂[pt only]) and nero (🐾). if anyone else insys finds interest in playing pony town and is frequently active, i will add them to this! but for now its only me and nero. -🎁